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Okay... [Sep. 8th, 2005|07:38 pm]
Red Dress
[Current Mood |frustratedfrustrated]
[Current Music |fox in the snow- belle & sebastian]

so I don't have to be naked in the show. That's always good to hear. At least not fully naked. We're (meaning Stepan, my INSANE but genius director) still speculating on tasteful... erm... breast showing? For not only me, but several of the other whores. Hahaha... wow.

So basically, my two costumes will consist of: 1. White corset/bustier, garter belt, lace shorts... Stepan says we're going for the "innocent slut" look. What.The.Fuck. 2. Something like this, with hopefully less nudity.

Ohh good times... at least I'm not wearing the leather thigh high boots and hot pants. Or the male 80s gay stripper outfit. Are all L&C shows like this? I certainly hope so! And I know you're all dying to come now... heheheh.
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ever done that thing where you think of one thing and write about something else? [Sep. 5th, 2005|10:28 pm]
Red Dress
[Current Mood |listlesslittle]
[Current Music |nada]

The wind blows through my hair
my horse steady under me
and I feel splintered
like when your boots don’t fit right
and your heels are tight
after a long day on the range.
The toasted scent of digested grass
ploughs through my senses
but the lone tree on the horizon
never gets closer
and the range never seemed so far away
as the shadows lengthen out of day
and one solitary star comes out
the saddle creaks with my shifting legs
when I realize I’m lost.

There’s this flower growing crookedly out of a crack in the sidewalk
and I want to go over to it
and bend over it
and say “Little flower, why are you here
in the middle of this concrete jungle
where no one cares about you
and no one stops to water you or smell you
or even pick you and put you in a vase
in their stainless steel kitchen
above the sanitized sink basin
next to the bowl of cat food on the windowsill that belongs to no cats.”
But I’m too afraid of the trampling feet
sliding in and out of the street
to bend over it
and say anything at all
so instead I meander up the hill
towards the school where the rubber balls make exhaling noises
on the sharp stacked bricks
and I look at the kids in the cartoon t-shirts
and bubble gum hairties
and I look at the grass growing up from the chain link fences
and I look for the smallest blade
and I whisper “Grow.”
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yes i am the biggest nerd ever. [Apr. 23rd, 2005|12:05 pm]
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[Current Mood |bitchybitchy]
[Current Music |Please- Miss Saigon]

Ooer. Happy Birthday Dear Shakespeare.

Miss Saigon is the most amazing musical EVER. Go see it. Except wait until Louis Hobson's (HOT) voice has recovered, because I think he might have been dying. And while you're there, definitely buy some water from the water seller. It will be a once in a lifetime experience.

Lewis and Clark it is (but Pomona, I am still saving myself for you).

I need money! Anyone want to give me some? :) :) :)
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(no subject) [Dec. 31st, 2004|12:19 pm]
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[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |Summer In Ohio- L5Y]

I love you so very much. Can't wait to see you tonight. Now I must go and bake a scrumptious cake.
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Hooray! She's My Favorite! [Dec. 30th, 2004|06:46 pm]
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[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[Current Music |Still Hurting- The Last 5 Years (siiigghhh...)]

You Are Ariel!

Headstrong and fiesty. You have a mind of your own that's full of romantic dreams about the world around you. Exploring exotic places is your ultimate dream, and although you can be a little naive you'll realize that there is something to be gained from your family's wisdom.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

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this is what I do when I don't know what else to do [Dec. 29th, 2004|11:20 am]
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[Current Mood |uncomfortablevaguely sad]
[Current Music |something jazzy in the other room]

So... saw Garden State last night. So fucking amazing, still... (and we saw Bryony. GOD. we saw EVERYONE yesterday!)

I Don't Know How To Express MyselfCollapse )
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candy bars [Dec. 28th, 2004|06:31 pm]
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[Current Mood |giddygiddy]
[Current Music |Clearest Indication- Great Big Sea]

Ok, so Claire and I went downtown today and it was like sighting of the theatre people day. SO WEIRD. The first one happened in Victoria's Secret and we saw Maggie and then like 20 minutes later we saw Lauren... As You cast party in the underwear store!!! Hahaha. It was so random. THEN....... we were walking down the street to Gap and Claire goes "ANNA. HEATH." and I actually almost fainted and did a full circle turn and there was HEATH. So we talked to him for like 5 minutes... no recollection of the conversation whatsoever. Wow. Yeah. RANDOM. Claire is now going to hit me at some point because I won't shut up. But HEATH. I mean, it's been so long since I've seen my dear friend. Then we went to Gap and I bought underwear. hoooooorayyyyy. Anyway, what a random time.
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Rather... [Dec. 26th, 2004|12:46 pm]
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[Current Mood |listlesssigh...]
[Current Music |Such Great Heights- Iron and Wine]

Contained within melodic references
your voice breezes through my heart.
I don't feel oppressed by you,
rather, I feel liberated by the thoughts you leave me with.
Rather than feeling found
I feel lost within the boundaries of your whispered phone messages.
The easy way my words run
like a leaf in your river
ties me to the wish that maybe I'm okay
I'm being broken down, maybe
walls I thought were stronger weren't so
strangely instant glued together and
the liquid you provide in laughter is melting the stone
like a river carves out a canyon
but faster.
I don't feel that familiar suffocation
rather, I feel as though the bag over my head obscuring my view
is paper, not plastic.
And even though I'm still somewhat blinded,
at least I'm not dying anymore
At least I think what you're providing is
an outlet for my dreams
that isn't like a candle, wavering under my steady rains
but rather like a night light
that continues to glow after the sun rises
until it is switched off.
Maybe what this is
is reality
An expression only imagined to me before
that means somthing sweeter than dreams.
I'm finally processing hurt, maybe
and I don't feel threatened by you.
At least, not caged animal threatened.
Rather, threatened like a bird nesting in a hunting marsh
I may be shot down, maybe.
But at least I'm free.
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i watched love actually last night, yummm... [Dec. 24th, 2004|01:48 pm]
Red Dress
[Current Mood |contentcontent]
[Current Music |Claire's SUPER DUPER Christmas Mix]

la di da... i was going to write a poem but i'm just not in the mood. so instead i'll say MERRY CHRISTMAS to those of you who celebrate it, and for those of you who don't, i hope you have fun going to the movies and being the only people in the theatres (i always wanted to do that... alas, my insane family gets way too much pleasure out of spending time with me and asking me questions about college *shrivel*)
p.s. just so you all know, my cell phone is down. but it should be working again tomorrow, i think. so if you really really need to talk to me, you're screwed. tee hee.
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haha i'm bored... [Dec. 22nd, 2004|04:55 pm]
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[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |Somewhere That's Green- Little Shop of Horrors]

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